Control…

12 Mar

I had a moment yesterday, dealing with a foot injury (not able to take my walks), some not so great news from Isaac’s Shriner’s appointment  (outside stress, he has been having leg spasms, it could be him growing or they maybe some change in his spine.) and the normal after school chaos I kinda lost focus. I have been training for a 5k for about a months now, having the foot injury set me back a little. The outside stress of dealing  with yet another doctor referral to a specialist, is something that I am trying not to make a big deal about, but it is a big deal. The problem I have had in the past is quitting when outside stress became to much. I am at the point where I have my eating under control, but I have two outside forces that I can’t and I am nervous. My walks are not the normal stroll through the park, they are intense, I fight through it and I love it. I am able to clear my head, I am able to plan, and I feel empowered. I want to cross that finish line!!!

I am putting Isaac in God’s hands, we have been through a lot with this kid and I just wish he could catch a break. I am very blessed to have him in my life and I am working hard on trusting the Lord with ALL my cares. My children, husband, weight-loss, the playground, my foot, and time management, all in all I only have control of my reaction to the obstacles in my life, not the actual situation.

Just venting…

Mona

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